please dont go..

"its just a matter of accepting that some people in our lives are really meant just to pass by our lives and leave a footprint behind.."

been pondering bout this thought for the past days now,, but sadly still I wasn't able to draw some sense out of it; on why should it occur in our lives at the very moment when we least likely anticipate it to happen..

just when things are becoming so good..all the memories, friendships and connections are already established strongly..

just when there's no more room for adjusting for the lost of somone we got so used to be with..

that's the 'perfect' time when they start to leave us behind..

I know ive said in my past entry that in order for our lives to be able to accommodate a lot more new people some would just have to leave whether we like it or not..

inevitably, I believe its natural to feel sadness upon knowing that some of the people whom you feel comfortable with are the ones to leave you.. sooner than expected or even worst.. never expected at all..

I dont wanna appear too dramatic about this issue its just that I dont want you guys to leave.. and im surely gonna miss you,,

yeah i know we would see each other around.. but things just wont be the same compared to the the days we usually spend together.. or maybe worst.. it won't ever be the same as before..

im frustrated about the fact that I can't do anything to alleviate this feeling.. its just useless,, I can't help it as it seeps into me,, destroying all thehappy memories left within me about you guys..

exc'z
-still not in good terms with my mom..

-feeling sick due to my hyperacidity..huhuhu!

-been working so hard for the commission.. please coach!! let the floor's sph drop!wahahaha!

-missing the legion peeps so much

-trying to stick to my budget cause if not i wont be able to save for this coming start of classes..

-meetign a lot of people at work,, such as stan, dan and laine..

-bonded with my team mates the other shift cause we made our team's dashboard!

-I love team daddy long legs!wohoo!!

-craving for macaroni and potato salad,, huhuhu!

-trying to save money by not registering to globe's unlimited text.

-just found out who was our coach's love interest, I was wrong with who I thought!wahahah! thanks to laine..

-coach novid resigned..so sad!

-missing my angels so much..

-wanting to see mine,, i miss you so bad.. :(

*helpless mode*