its weird but I like it!

the speech that was..

OMG!! speech is over and done!yey! well rating my day according to my performance in my speech I can tell that my day was quite amusing compared to the previous ones!
Haven't seen the grade she gave me and arene,, but then its fine! some said she was on a hurry for her next class! ok forgiven!:) but the sad part of it is that she said she might not attend her classes with us next thursday.. aww.. so does that mean we won't be able to know our grades?! aww..

so okay Id elaborate our dialogue.. arene and I have chosen Romy and michele's High school Reunion because i think it might,, *well hopefully not* eventually happen to any of us when we get to have our own reunion! some would just be not successful enough to make lies just to escape the mockery they might receive from their used to be blockmates!

actually I myself was guilty of screwing up while on the speech itself! i forgot some lines and stood up earlier than what was planned.. though i think it was just petty mistakes I know I could have done better.. nevertheless there's no point of brooding over it cause what's done is done and there would absolutely be no way for me to correct the mistakes I have committed!

overall, I think my performance was pretty good considering that I just memorized the line the day before our actual performance!hahaha! well what can I say,im just one heck of a genius!ehehehe.. I enjoyed our performance, really I did,, unexpectedly there was not a feeling of nervousness lingering in me while I was performings,, and it makes me thinking where has it all gone when i almost stuttered due to extreme nervousness while delivering the plot to the class just before i performance begun.

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weekend?!

when I woke up a while ago, I thought of not rising from my bed cause i thought it was already a saturday.. good thing I was 'awaken' by the reality that it was only the 2nd day of the week! god em! what's wrong with me! was my mind calendar so advanced or what??! or maybe I was just too excited for the upcoming weekends.. hmm.. I wonder..

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philo and the sexes..

WE'RE NOT BORN TO BE SUBMISSIVE! all the more we're not born to serve men!
GOD! thius issue has long been debated about by a lot of people and yet it still hasn't changed a thing! men stiull feel superior over us women! argh!
I hate that reality!!! I wonder why can't anybod change that?! i mean for onec I hope some women from the society would dare to stand up and prove to the crowd that women are not born only of charms but instead of wit and intelligence that can be equated if not superseding men's !
hahaha! I can't wait for that moment to come,, I hope I'd be there to see how men's bubble head of ego would come to a full blow!

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what's your problem?!

something's different during our bio class,, but im certain that its not us!
well all hands point out to him, perhaps it was his aura as he entered the class,, Im having a hard time thinking why, but whatever it is I guess its something tremendously mind boggling cause it was his first time to have that kind of appearance..hmm..
adding to the different aura was his being 'not on the mood' to discuss, to let others report and everything.. it seems to me that a fake sir olivar came to class.. you know the exact opposite of the type that usually is energetic and all.
whatever it is Im glad that he decided to let our group have our report tomorrow.!hahaha!

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I didn't go anywhere!

while I was memorizing my lines I decided to seat on the left side of denise parallel to the wall so that I could have some quiet time! but when sir Olivar entered and held out his folder for attendance. I hurriedly went back to my seat so that he won't mark me absent.

but instead of sitting on my chair I sat on the floor so that I can fix bag, cause you know its kinda unethical if I would fix it while standing with sir olivar already in front right?!

and I was surprised to when i heard him say..

"where's Ms. Belmonte?" huh?! so I stood up immediately to let him know that I am in present.

I was just shocked that he looked for me,, I mean hasn't he seen me sitting on the left of denise when he entered the room??!

or was he thinking that I went out to cut his class??! well! why would I do such a thing?! im not that type of student, I never even had any violation during my high school days.. and I intend to keep that record of mine up to the moment I graduate college!:)

he asked us to pass a paper which would discuss our self assessment with regard to his subject.. with that assessment we would need to grade ourselves regarding our performance in his class, we also need to include there teh reasons why are we deserving to pass his subject..

gonna post my write up here a little sooner.. they say Im a bit sarcastic,, but truly I was just confident with myself, im not one of the creams when it comes to Bio but surely Im not also one of the air heads in class! and I can prove that!!

"what if i'd say you've been messing my life would you care fix it?!"