all alone?!

"I could be surrounded by a sea of people and still feel all alone.." =(

Have you ever felt so alone when there tons of people around you whom you can always talk to and confide to with your problems.. but still you feel so alone?

when you're alone in your room and is trying to relax.. suddenly a thought crosses your mind.. and there it is again.. you feel so alone?

when you try your best to be preoccupied by tasks just so you would get tired and be able to forget things you're not ought to think.. then when you look at one corner you can see something that would apparently remind you of that something that you're trying so hard not to think of..??

this usually happens when you weren't able to find the comfort you need in order to console you in your grieving situation..

the least thing you can do to resolve this dilemma,, was to think things through.. try not to avoid the problem that bugs instead face it and do your best to think of the solution rther than the problem itself..

for if you only focus on the problem,, more or less you'd only feel weaker each time and would only become confused and helpless enough not to be able to think of a good solution to end your suffering..

trust me,, its easier said than done.. :(

there's an incentive?! no way!!!

up to now i'm trying to convince myself that im worth not to be given any incentive in our History class.. cause just early this morning.. he announced that he would be giving an extra point for the ones who were able to attend the class punctually and who hasn'tincurred any absence for the whole sem.. grrr!!

I really dont know what has gotten inot him for announcing it just now.. but whatever his reasons is.. I demand an explanation for that!grr..

Cause i firmly believe that one would only be worthy to rate someone to be late if.. and only if.. that rater wasn't himself late! and I guess my classmates would definitely agree with me,,, that he hasn't obviously not complied to this principle! and so.. he has no right in rating us absent! right guys!please bear with my rants... i just think its really unfair on our part..arghh!

but no!! up to now.. I don't want to accept that sad fact.. I was late for once okay.. and I can still remember my classmaes telling me that he has just checked tha attendance when I entered tha room.. why hasn't he even considered me not to be absent?? it's really really unfair!!!grr..

and also im sympathetic of the ones who only came late in this day's histo class.. what I want here was for him to at least try to reconsider that incentive of his.. and try to scope the ones who only have one absence if that's what he call my one only late mark on his record.. please sir! be kind enough.. have mercy!!

An unlucky day!

I dont want to believe that this day is one.. but it seems to me that it really is!huhuhu..

-I never saw my crush,, that's sad..

-im suffering from manic depression which i only realized just now..

-madie was poured some gravy on her skirt by the staff of KFC..she's my friend I need to sympathize!Ehehe

-The class pictures came.. meaning out goes the money again!waahh!

-that incentive thingy!grr..

-my whole body is aching,,

-some guys harassed me as I was heading home.. i really wanted to slap them but there are two of them..hmmpp!

-dj and dez got mad with madie and I,, thanks to arene for your BRILLIANT idea of that date thingy!hmpp..

-bestfriend's not talking to me,,this is the worst!

exc'z

* sir esgui was back,, finally!! we missed him!eheheh he already asked us to pass our tragedy write up activity..

*we were able to persuade mam ledesma not to have a quiz today.. cause I don't think I would be able to pass that quiz..

* iwas able to pass on the 3rd quiz in math!yippeee! 13/20 not bad!eheh I was accustoming myself to a flunking score!but then God was still good!

*today's ash wednesday,, i attended the mass at school with madie!

* oh.. btw,, its the first day of March!yippee approximately 25 days to go.. and this sem would be officially over!yey!

*helpless mode*