ur pushing me off my limits!!!grrr..

pissed by you!! yah you.. why are u surprised?? you shouldn't!!! because what you said is beyond acceptable!! i hope u know who you are!!insensitive!! you dont have to tell it over and over again.. im not slow i got ur point.. but u never even tried to hear my side!! you acted as if a fight is not normal in a relationship.. well not for you maybe but for me its what makes the relationship stronger!!

who are you to tell me what to do?? its as if you know the whole story behind our fight?? its as if ur on my place to judge the situation?? and its as if ur relationship was so perfect to tell me that my relationship was not even moving one step higher!! what do you think of yourself.. the genius??!! i tried not mind the first time you told me that harsh reaction eventhough it already struck me i tried to shake it off.. but this time im totally pissed!! you dont have to tell it to my face that i should break up with him!! how about you break with who you have?? if u were on my shoes wont you be annoyed urself huh??!!!and because of that you pushed me not to talk to you,..


i really wanted to update my blog for the past week.. but i just cant because i was so busy.. im so glad that the exam week is finally over and that i can finally get to relax and unwind about the things that's been happening in my life lately..

problems problems problems and more problems.. i feel so damn frustrated as in!!!

the week was a whole mess..

i had a heated argument with my mom,,

mine and I are having problems about our relationship,,

my grades are turning sideways..

and im having a complicated situation with my friends..

im starting to think that im the one who's complicating things.. i dont know maybe i was just under the i-dont-know-myself-anymore-mode..

the exams were all difficult,, i guess it was unusual that i cant even say that im assured that i would pass a certain exam.. i find that feeling really ironic since i really worked hard to review for all the exam.. maybe im just doubting my own ability so that i wont be frustrated in the future just in case that i get flunking results...

august 8-12 2005

journalism-first exam..it was ok,, not that hard yet not that easy,, 20 items of identification..sir esguerra is a monster!!!hehe..its a good thing that i read all the handouts.. its really a good help.. i was even surprised by the result of the exam.. i got 90 out of 100,only 5 mistakes in the identification part.. im overwhelmed by the result since i just needed that kind of result in order for me to get a grade that would compensate my gardes the past year.. in that subject!!yipee..

history- mam domingo.. so papansin tlga!!! the exam is full of identification.. i dont know why i wasnt getting used in that type of exam.. coz that's the type of test that she's a;ways giving us.. i was FORCED *literally* to memorize the whole table of religions.. it was so many that i had a hard time compressing all the stuffs to fit in my floppy disk memory *ehehehe.. as to what jenny said!* but its a good thing i was able to remember some during the exam..hehe! special thanks to jenny and djhay for the answers they gave me!hehehe.. and also to the proctor because she's not strict!hehehe..

english-OH MY GOD!!! that exam was dreadful,,up to now i still cant believe that our english exam was like that.. the first part was logical sequence then the others are matching type and multiple choice, and a couple of essay question.. when i got the result i was so stunned to find out that in the first part which i think i might just get 5 or 10 correct answers i got 16 multiplied by two.. i got 36!! i was so happy at that point.. and then my world started to crumble when vincent asked on what is the correct topic tpo be discussed in the last esay. Oh GOSH!! i was so stupid.. because I grasped the whole direcion at the wrong point of view. well its okay.. its nonsense to brood about something that's already over ang irreplaceable right??!!

math- quoting jenny " took the test heavy hearted.." for some matters that i dont want to post here.. things that i got to settle between me and her.. and some misunderstandings and wrongdoings that has to be corrected with the no family.. and all the people that i have hurt lately..sorry guys.. im not just myself lately

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i think the exam was easy i just never got the chance to focus in th exam and as a result i only got 89.. nonetheless its ok.. instead of getting a grade lower than 75 ayt!! my prelim grade in math is 91,1.75!! so-so grade!!hehehee.. i could've gotten something heigher if i did good in the exam.. specifically by getting a perfect score!!

computer-uhm.. so easy! thanks to mam lintag.. but still i want too release my rants about bill gates being the nick name of william gates!!hehehe.. got 43-50 there!!

natsci-headache causing exam.. that's it! especially the puzzle part because its hard to guess sir u know?!! dont wanna talk about it.. cause my ehad starts to tick from the inside again!!got 45 out 70 there.. so-so grade and unexpected!!

theology- i got 63 out of 75 items!!hehe mam trocio so far you are our only theology classs whom we had a written exam..and ur good! my prelim grade in theo is 1.5..hehehe!

filipino-think paper so over.. eheheh! just finished my think paper... which i was cramming for last night!! and becasue i got to finish it earlier so i got to update you!!

pe-swing swing swing me out to dance the la walk!!!hehehehe.. more practices!!

about me and mine.. we recently had a problem.. but im so glad that i was able to clear things up with him.., especially the matters about his loyalty and time for me!! i love you mine.. and i miss you so..

in our house i hope we're ok now.. i hope!!

*ranty mode*