..so dont treat me like a puppet on a string...!!=(

*first and foremost i dont want you to react on this guys.. pls!!*

act like your supposed to act.. say what you're supposed to say and feel what you're supposed to feel...

in short.. be like a puppet of the people around you!!

i usually say that when you think u are doing the right thing that you know would make you happy u shudn't bother thinking what others think about you..for its ur happiness not theirs!!

but as i also usually add people around you aren't important but still you have to consider what they are saying about you.. for they are still involved in you being shaped as a person!!"

i was saying those stuffs because something happened just two days ago.. i could say that i was reprimanded at one point.. or shud i say I was reminded of where should i put myself in the situatioN!

actually i dont want to make an entry about it.. but i just cant sharing my feeling about what happened..

im so sure that im not gonna make sense to those who doesn't know the story cause that's my main goal.. i dont want others to know the real score about this!!

i know others maybe saying negative things behind my back.. and for sure its about one of my attitude..!! i dont wanna specify it.. cause i dont believe its true.. its just that im so used in getting along with those kinds of persons!!

i really feel victimized by the situation.. im not doing anything wrong but here they are problems that dawn before me because of something i never knew i was committing!!

i have nothing against the ones who gave me the slap of reality.. i definitely agree to what you were saying! but its just that i feel so misunderstood!

its like being judged about something they never even knew you were doing!!

even though this problem arised im still glad coz i was able to feel the care of the people who relly are concerned abot my image in the room!! thanks guys!! reallyy!!!

to mine.. im sorry!! i mean you know me.. everything was just natural.. ikm not doing anything wrong..!! and as i always tell you..

"im not going to do the same thing over again.."

to the other one involved.. uhmM!! i hope we can get over this problem and still manage to be good friends!!! and i hope we wont be able to hurt anyone else's feelings!!

to the ones who want o get involved.. adn to ruin what we have.. pls.. i beg you! just leave me alone.. we're not doing anything wrong.. and i dont want rumors about me spreading around!!

*sincere mode*