Was he thinking or was he making it too hard for me?

Aun nga db nagsorry nga cya kahapon.. eh tpos ang tagal nya ng nagreply after non.. mga hapon na ganon.. kasi daw naubusan cya ng lod.. eh hello as if namang d ko lam na tinulugan nya ako noh?? Duh tumawag kaya ako sa kanila!ahahaha
Aun nga tinatanong ko cya.. kasi sabi ni momy i only have to choices as a solution to our problem..
1.I forget the whole past that hurt me..that covers from the 5 months of not talking to him and all the hurt that comes with it,.. to what happened last Friday night.. and we start again.. but now only as bestfriends..
2. i forget everything about him.. about us.. meaning Im moving on alone.. as in aloe.. as in he’s out of my life..

i kept on asking him about it.. but then he keeps on answering “ang gusto ko lang maka move on ka para hnd ka na mahirapan nga ganyan..” eh hello he didn’t even answered my question.. i repeated the question for about 4 times but then he never replied again..

i dont get it.. was he thinking or was he making it too hard for me.. why does he give me vageue answers?? I mean it would be much easier for the two of us if he answers my question from the choices I have given him.. that would be much appreciated.. up to now he isn’t texting or anything.. i called up his house last nyt.. they said he’s with his mom on a wake.. okay so excused nanaman ata ang hnd nya pagrereply.. pero bkit hanggang ngaun wla???

Well its a good thing I was texting with a friend.. we’re on the same boat.. broken hearted.. feeling ko nakikita ko sknya ung srili ko.. well it helps na may inaadvisan ako ng mga advice na alam kong applicable sken kasi at least nakikita ko ung essence nung mga advice na un.. un bang hnd pasok sa kabila labas naman sa kabila ganon..

Advice ko nga sknya.. nabuhay ka nga ng ilang taon ng wla ung guy na un eh bakit hnd mo ulit gawin un db?? Dont luk back kasi ur lyf’s ahead of u.. what’s behind you is over and u cant do anything about it.. she has to face the reality that life isn’t a dvd that u can rewind and pause to the part that you would want to be in.. life is just play so she has to move forward and take a step further from him.. sabi ko pa isipin na lang nya na kung ung guy nga eh naka move on eh bakit cya hnd nya kaya.. cympre kaya nya rin un!

Pero bago un eh criniticize muna namin ung mga guys na mahal nmin..sabi ng namin hnd man lang ba nila naisip na swerte na cla na nakahanap pa cla ng tulad nmin na magmamahal sa mga tangang katulad nila eh.. we’re the best women they can ever get.. tska ano bang kapansanan meron cla at di nila marealize kung ganon kami kalaking kawalan sknila?? Sabi pa nga nmin kapag naka move on na kami maiicp na lang nila na they made the wrong decision in letting us go.. sabi ko pa nga hnd naman cla worthy na mahalin eh kasi hnd naman nila kami naappreciate eh..

Grbe nahimasmasan tlga ako.. its a good thing nanjan ung friend kong un.. kahit papano naiisip ko na ung mga pinag aadvice sken nga mga friends ko ahahah! Thanks to you.. thanks din sa mga friends ko laki nyong tulong guys.. luv yah ol!!

*realizing things mode*