The experience was numbing.
Ambivalent as it may sound, I kinda liked being on this phase.
No complications. Free flowing. Natural.
More than we actually realize, sometimes it really pays to stop oneself from sulking over matters that are beyond our grasp. Aside from being pointless. It just uses up a precious fraction of our energy that which we could have channeled to other activities of our interest. Like, writing.
Which is, if I may stress, what exactly I am doing right now.
I'd be a fool to say that I am completely happy right now. Well, a part of me is. But some other portion feels rather displaced.
A little more time and I know I would not be as dazed as I am.
No rush. More patience. Less backsliding.
What's comforting to know is that my willingness to move from where I am at present is at hand. That's more than enough motivation to go down this road.
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