lapse in the memory

"I would like to do an Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind memory erase." :( as seen on Twitter.

I want to forget all the pain and frustration that made me throw the  towel.

I wish to forget how I've invested every emotion and how I fulfilled  all parts of my promise.

I want to wash away all the memories and to heal all the wounds that now make me feel less of who I used to be.