Twice the anxiety

Feeling over the edge once is already a pain, but feeling it TWICE? It's unfathomable. 

And i'm telling you guys, I wouldn't want this day to happen EVER again. But I guess I won't ask March 25, 2010 to take place any other way.

MATE Experience

The first instance happened when I alighted UP ikot early this morning for my Masters Admission Test in Education. 

Dang I wasn't prepared for this exam. 

I'm pretty sure I won't ace it, one because I'm not an education major and of course there are certain parts that tackled subjects which I think are fairly elementary for educ majors. 

Two, the math portion. Gah! I swear, I'm kinda certain that I would be getting a sure flunking score for that. If I recall it right, I wasn't able to answer five items and of course since it's a multiple choice exam, I just did the guessing game. haha Moreover, there are items out of the 35 which I've answered which I'm not sure of.

Hello, that's why I chose journalism over commerce or accounting. I loathe the idea of having to compute, I hate math and numbers, in general.

I'm not insinuating that I'll pass the exam, but what's surprising is that I felt that the educational thought and practice part of the exam is not as painful as I anticipated it to be.Good thing I was able to read a couple of theories last night which luckily appeared on the exam. Yay to cramming! :)

While we're at the half portion of the exam it suddenly sunk in, that things are well, not easy. Just like an automatic switch, the dread started to creep in.

If the objective part is this complicated, I could only expect that the essay portion is beyond abstruse. But again cosmos was there to save the day. The question was "What are the three projects that the next DepEd secretary must prioritize?" Survivable--- I thought, if there's such a word.

I wouldn't deny that I'm a tad disappointed of myself  for not taking time to review. Especially when I've had ample time to do it, I could've at least perused my college Math book since I know very well that it's not my penchant.

Oh well, no time for regrets. Its an experience that I would wanna undertake once more, but next time I won't let those numbers confuse me.

View from where I'm seated during MATE

The one I USED TO hate

 Summit Media's Office. 

My second heebie-jeebies blitz occurred when I again alighted a public transpo. 

But this time it happened when I got off  MRT Boni Station for Cybergate Tower III.(Am I having public transpo anxiety attacks or what?)

"UNO Girl" that's how Allan Madrilejos got my attention. 

Still cannot help but shudder and concurrently smile about the awkward tag.Haha

Would be much privileged to personally give him a hats off, when he held back his request to supposedly ask me to compare UNO with them. It's pure professionalism. 

No more words. Just some hope and prayer that again cosmos would let me have what I want.