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Monday, April 11, 2005

2 days of bottomless thinking..

it was 2 days ago since that incident happened.. I didnt know how I was able to surpass those two days without crying that much,,but then I was thankful..

on the first day I was tempted to text him... I texted him about 4 messages.. but then I never got a reply.. the next day when I woke up i saw that I received a message from him.. it was just a quote...

“Sometimes I wonder if you would fall for me.. wud u? baka, ewan, cguro nga... pero mejo malabo ata un.. ni di ka nga matisod mahulog pa kaya?”

oh so ano naman ang ibg sbhn nyan, nagpapaasa pa sya.. hay nako.. ano ba anamn un magtetext na lang cya ganon pa db?? Ano ba naman un.. eh di sana kinamusta na lang nya ako db?? Ewan badtrip tlga..

second day since hnd tlga cya ngparamdam the other day naisip ko na may motivation din ako na wag cyang itext ngaun.. so un nga hnd ko nga cya tinext.. pero what’s weird eh nung oras na nagtext cya eh nagaabang naman ako na magtext cya.. eh hello ako nga hnd nagpaparamdam tpos mag aantay ako ng text.. and weird nga daw sabi ni kuya aa eh.. ah ewan tlga!!

Pero in fairness ah ung theory sken na hnd ako nawawalan ng guys sa buhay eh.. in a sense naman na kapag may nawawala may dumarating din na bago.. about that kasi merong guy na nagsabi skeng skulmate ko na crush nya daw ako since third year pa lang up to fourth year at hanggang ngaun daw.... tpos given the chance daw sana ako na lang ang niligawan nya.. kasi gusto nya daw ng serious na relationship...kaya lang daw sa tingin nya pa lang sken eh mukha na cyang basted.. kaya nya lang daw ako inaasar noon with his friend kasi nga daw nagpapansin.. kasi nga crush nila akong pareho.. kaya lang may hassle kasi may gf na cya eh! pero ok sana... kasi crush ko pa nman cya dati kasi ang galing nyang mag gitara.. at loko loko tlga un kasi nga binigay nya pa ung number ko sa friend nya.. hay ewan.. bsta Im moving on na.. im so moving on na.. as in!!!

*im thinking of nothing mode*

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