my boyfriend casper.. arggghhH!!

ha...!!!!!!grrr...

im so not feeling good today.. why?? becoz my bestfriend and i had a fight last night.. well it was just a petty fight but then i exaggerated my reactions..

at first we were just teasing each other but then i receieved an incoming call.. and so i swapped lines.. it was my beshi kyle.. when i got back to my bestfriend.. he then acted really weird..

he kept on insisting that he has to hung up to give way to the one who called.. when he asked me who that was i said that it was my boyfriend.. then at that moment his mood changed.. when we started talking he was so hyperactive.. and funny.. after i said that line.. he became quiet and irritated..

i really dont know why but i guess i have a good guess why.. but of course i dont wanna assume especially when it comes to him.. because ive had enough of my assumptions and expectations..

i think he was jealous.. im sure bout it,, but i really want to hear it directly from him,, but he just won't say it.. he keepson telling me that 'i dont wannna say it,, you should be the able to feel it..' ahhhhh!!! what ever???

why do guys tend to be very mysterious at times when we already know what they are thinking?? why cant he just say that he's jealous?? i mean it would be more easier for the two of us,, then maybe we never had to fight?? i have a point right??

i kept on asking why is he mad at me.. then he got pissed of.. so as a defense mechanism i yelled at him.. then end of conversation.. i texted him that i was mad at him.. but then he never replied..

im really disappointed that whenver his gf says lots of nonsense stuffs.. he tolerates it.. but then when i do it,, he doesn't even bother to reply>>@!@!! well that's the risk of having a bestfriend with a psycho gf! argghh..

ahh.. whatever?? he does that all the time?? when his girlfriend pisses him off he gets mad at me.. u know sort of shifting his feelings.. and then i get mad to his psycho gf for pissing him of.. that's the usual cycle..

i dont know.. my night was ruined.. so i even got irritated to my kuya olie.. whatevvvvvvvvvvvvvvrrrr@!@@@!

if that's what he want to do fine with me.. i wont use my other sim card today so i won't be tempted to text him.. his the one who started to act child like anyways.. so he should be the one to apologize..

my god..i dont know why i said that..maybe because it was the first thing that came into my mind,, since i know that he would also be jealous if id say it was kyle.. well it was just an imaginary boyfriend!! but why is he so affected??? does that bother him?? ahhh.. what ever!im so pissed of by the way he acted last night.. so immature!!arrrggghhh..