its been quite a while..

"what do would you do when the person who hurt you suddenly knocks at your door again??"

after being hurt it would be definitely easy to say that you won't open yourself again to that same person who broke your heart into pieces.. but what if you really value and love that person?? would that be easy to do?

this is what exactly is mingling in my mind for the past few days.. its like everything that's been happening latetely is going the way i wanted it to be??

my bestfriend showing up again and trying to patch things up between the two of us.. well its not exactly everything but i guess I just conside him s my everything.. after 5 months of mourning over the almost lost friendship.. fater feeling bitter that he just left me hanging with unanswered questions.. i mean its like i never imagined that this day would ever come again..

when we would be chatting over the phone and sharing our thoughts about exactly everything.. teasing each other with the most hilarious jokes.. asking how each other spent the day.. and hearing him say goodnight again..

if he he only knew how thannkful i am that he was here again to shed light into my life.. i guess i coulde never ask for more.. from the situation that we have gone through.. it would almost be impossible to hope for reconciliation..but i know God has his own ways of making people happy..

gerald i am not asking for you to tell me that i was ur bestfriend.. i just simply want you to be there.. to share the end of the day with me...